Tori Spelling's reality show keeps getting sadder and sadder.
Premiering tonight, "True Tori" will document the former "Beverly Hills, 90210" star's life as she goes through marriage counseling with husband Dean McDermott, who had a very public affair in 2014.
While previous clips have shown Spelling explaining how she found out about his indiscretions and Dean saying their sex life wasn't "fantastic," this may be one of the most emotional looks at the show yet.
This time, we see a solo Spelling going to see Dean in rehab for the first time -- and find out all the troubling thoughts going through her head on the drive there.
"I feel really excited to see him and I feel like that's the wrong thing to say. I feel like it makes me sound weak, but it's been really hard and I miss him," she says.
"I miss having my best friend. I miss having that support, that person that's your go-to in life," she adds, through tears. "That was just stripped from me. I had it for seven years and it was just gone one day."
It's brutally honest stuff, which is just what reality TV fans want to see. Will you be tuning in when the show debuts on Lifetime this evening?
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